Update

Update

I was feeling weak the past few days but yesterday, I felt energy returning and Henry said he noticed too! I asked him how he knew and he said it is the little things I do like playing with Ethan behind the car. I could sweep the floor and wash the dishes and bend down to pick up things. Praise the Lord!

Night time has been a difficult time to sleep for me the past few days. Henry gave me Ashvaghanda, a natural herb, to help me sleep. Sometimes it works but I am awaken by achy bones. Last night, every time I woke up, I would cry to God and pray in tongues and rub my back and He would help me fall asleep again. By the time I woke up this morning, there was no more achiness but I walk the pace of  a tortoise. I just hope that itself is not straining myself. Yesterday, Chee Meng and my mum visited me and that cheered me up. My mum reckons it is because I have been phasing off EExcel products. I think I just need to eat more and as more flesh returns, so will my energy. This weakness has no power no dominance over me. Shery Lim from Elpizo was encouraged by my awesome spirit but she said it is God who ultimately inspired me.

These bible verses have been helping me these past few days:

Isaiah 40:28, 29,31

   Have you not known? 
   Have you not heard? 
   The everlasting God, the LORD...
   
 He gives power to the weak, 
 And to those who have no might He increases strength. 

      But those who wait on the LORD 
      Shall renew their strength; 
      They shall mount up with wings like eagles,  
      They shall run and not be weary, 
      They shall walk and not faint.

I keep saying over and over again "When I am weak, I am strong. You are my strength. I am strong in Your mighty power. I wait upon You. You are my tower of refuge, my deliverer, my loving God."


Psalm 59:9,10

You are my strength; I wait for you to rescue me, for you, O God, are my fortress. In his unfailing love, my God will stand with me. He will let me look down in triumph on all my enemies.